I feel like I should write something today, just because Im feeling so low. Due to money worries last week I really was at rock bottom and was making myself sick loads, a few times a day some days which I havent done for a while. Im not as bad this week, still biging and purging but ever so slightly more positive. Tonight though Im feelig sorry for myself as Im in on my own on a Friday with nothing to do, apart from of course show an indian takeaway down my neck and then vomit. Now Im moping about drinking and feeling sorry for myself. Wish I could snap out of it.
This stupid dark side of me that tells me Im a fat cow and that Im not good enough is looming over me today and wont bugger off! GO AWAY! YOU ARENT WELCOME HERE!
you deserve reovery, live love and laugh.
ReplyDelete/i am sending you light and serenity from NZ. take care of your soul and yourself. i feel your pain through your words and i can relate. kia kaha, be strong
aw sam you can do this girl, i know you can.dont give up!
ReplyDeletethinking of you
take lots of care
Vic xxx
Hi Lou, thanks for your lovely words. Will have a peek at your blog :)
ReplyDeleteHey Vic, hope your doing ok. Take care xxxxx